uten tittel 4

he wandered 'cross the hall
to the foot of your door
burned his fingers on the wood
and crawled back to sleep

skin so cold and flawless
she was a january girl
like porcelain
would she forever be his doll
or were she free enough to fly
away as a ghost in his mind

slip slide away through the hall
make sure noone notice
I've been accounted for it all
you know, I've been through them

they climbed across the fine hairs on my neck
they slithered right past my eyelids
I couldn't catch them
the two lovers, they passed
away

on the other side of the galaxy
I can see they were you and me
on the other hand of my righteous friend
he would never bee the same again

o' friend of my
heart's got a beat you can dance to
my love's got a way you can spring through
now sway with the fossils of our antient tide
I used to dream about them
now they've slipped through my hands
I never had a chance

POV

dark skies melting
on top of your red bricked roof
it was covered in a liquid
colored by the nothing that is
all existent
nothing is what it looks like to you
the eye's a deceiver, and you've got no clue!

bump into a world and take it in
there's only one way to do it
only one way how
at least for us, we've got no choice
still, so many other ways to see it, just give it a voice

"I see yellow"
"Nah, that's clearly green"
"meh. that's boring"
"That is totally obsene!"

Now, give it a listen
Do you hear what I hear?
A sound so piercing,
that it soothes your ear.

"Terrible, just terrible!"
"Isn't it divine?"
"Heaven knows, what a miracle!"
"That's scientificly designed"


Come, sit with me
and hold my hand
a warming touch, spreads a cold shiver
one for each of us, right here
"in my heart is where I feel it"
"I feel it in my toes"
what's the grandest thing in life to one
is just a gesture to the other
now, let's see how far it goes.

lost, for good

I used to dream
of flying
to his house, knocking
take his hands, dance on the roof
impress his mom

this guy, this person
I newer knew
never saw
the light of day that we
would ever hold hands

yet I dreamed of a touch
and blood red silk
smoothly wrapping and unfolding
like waves to the shore
yet it never saw the light of day

and never ever say never for they'll be together
ever, as they know how it should be
forever, you and me

now, I don't dream of such
even if it were a resemblance
I could never recognize
what once was a temptation
now a lost sensation
still, no tragedy

Chlorine

tears from the sky
I'm drowning in your pool
usually fills half
but now it's nearly full

I've been dreaming and I saw
behind the sockets of my eyes
some terrible future
or some kind of demise

my tears in the poolwater
salt and chlorine
tasted it before
a place I've already been
tears in the chlorine pool

Starvation

Repetition

- It's a necessity

To Reassure

- For the scrutiny

You're not alone

I'd never allure

Though, there's always the "potentially"

This and that

It's all relative

To doubt the fact

We are so sensitive

Hey, wait!

Won't you think it over?

Remember all the good that I've said

You're not mislead

You know I do

Always and never

Or forever ever

You'll never know for sure

It's only me, only me

And that's what makes me alone

If you only could believe

And throw me a bone

You say you believe

Like a leper through salvation

But still there is a sense

That you're suffering starvation

As soon as I leave,

You know I hate to go,

We're drenched with greave

Lasting until we show

A moment

A truth

That's hard enough to hold

Without hands

Just a spirit within

Come, and let it in

I give you this

We can do anything

Anything!

She said

And threw herself on her back

Giving up the fashion

For a passion

Let's go out and do something!

ANYTHING!

They went

She wore a blue pendant of a frog

And he couldn't help but notice a tear

Of a happy cry

They'd waited for so long

For what?

No need to hide

Not now, or ever was there

A reason

I'll give you this umbrella

To have and to hold

Forever in your hand

And as long you can handle it

With your right hand

Or the other

Sometimes, you'll need to use both

'Cause there'll be storms

Well, as long as you can

It'll cover you

Keep you safe under it's pretty skin

The butcher

Tie me up

And leave me to wither

After slipping through you arms

Like a snake I slither

Bewildered by your strapping charms

Strap me to the butchers bench

Cut me up

Elegantly by composition

Or tear my flesh

As a reflection to my opposition

Shake me up

Hang me to the wall

This we do not know

Yet this is how we fall

Have a taste of my bloody tears

Running down my open sore

Or be greedy and have a bite

Satisfy your lust for gore

Feast and sloth

Till I am no more

Witchcraft

Oh, my pretty little witch

She's my light in the dark

When I turn the switch

I hear her wires spark

Like summer air

She floats around me

None else so fair

I can't see that'd be

I drink her like boiled water from wild rivers

Pure and hot it pours down

My throat contracts, and I get the shivers

Involuntary gestures follow, and I am the clown

Of her dreams

She wants me to

"Girl, you've found your man"

Y'know, 'cause I told you so

Come here and let me soak you up

Take you in

Start drinking from the top

Forget your own kin

Oh, you've got me bewitched...

I can feel it when I touch you

Witch, you got me bewitched!

"Look at me!" Who are you - Who!

Stay

Be nice

Don't hurt me, please

Don't

Let me go, let me go

I never thought a girl like you

Could hurt me so

Strike my heart

You've given it a blow

So just do as I say

And be nice

We can play

If you stop this vice

I'll stroke your pretty fur

Throw you a bone

This is the kind of thing that occur

When you're lonely alone

Your ghost

The passing moonlight

Won't save your face

Lying in the dark

Covered in black roses of lace

A tear's running down your cheek

Creating a glistening trace

What you need now, my love

Is a change of pace

You were left here to grow

Amongst the everlasting ghosts

They came here to teach their mistakes

Travelling from coast to coast

Now let your diamond drop

Unto the womb of earth

Let it seed and fester

And experience new birth

No need to despair of how your life is chosen

Weep no more, my darling sweet

It comes and goes so naturally

Next time, you'll land on your feet

the break of dawn

Won't you be my third wheel?

I'm tired of their seriousness

It's all so surreal

I need an escape

In which you can provide

To my sorry shape

Hands down

I'm tired of working with tiring work

I want a new life, leaving this town

So let's hit the road, Jack!

I want to break free

Let's fight their clutches, attack!

This one's for you and me

Sleepstealer

I need some sleep

I'm restless all the time

There's something within me

I can't get you off my mind

My body's off and all thoughts are numb

The machine is in a shut down mode

But there's something left

I'm paranoid in my own abode

Cause it wont stop

Won't hesitate to quiver

And shake up my head

Whenever I'm in bed

I need you hither

Now I'm lying awake all night long

Without you in it to find

To serve as my matress, pillow and blanket

The bed's without true peace of mind

Appetite for delight

I want you

Unknowingly

And unaware

Of consequences

By sitting on my bed

Like nothing

It's everything

To me

'Cause I want you

Near me

Flesh on flesh

Breath to breath

Drawn within me

Sucked into you

Movement like waves

Swaying like branches

Of a family tree

I want you within me

Jump on this ride (2)

In all seriosness;
I am struck ill!
Are you unable to see
The abnormities of my will?
I'm willing to jump
To any conclusion
I'd rather hang
On to a hope

I'll take a shot
Of risk if I have to
And cut out
Any doubt there could be

That we should not be
As good as together
I will stroll out
In any weather
With you by my side
Go on, there's no junction
That this should not function
Let's jump on this ride!

Jump on this ride (1)

How my heart is longing
Longing for yours
How it longs
Longs for your atmosphere
And emotion
Give me all of your devotion
All I want is your love

It's become a fester in my brain
As vast as these emotions are growing
I cannot sustain
This sensation's overpowered me
I'm in a daze
All for your grace
Oh, please don't restrain

All I've got is this
Some kind of purpose
Waiting for your kiss
My chest is heaving
I cannot think
In this state of mind
Please help med as I'm going blind
I cannot escape this notion

Seek, sample, swim

Your love's the sweetest taste
With a sugar-glazed smile
Candy canes wrapped around my waist
I'm addicted (to you)

Your love's the deepest ocean
When I'm floating in your arms
It brings out a passionate emotion
I'm drowning (in you)

Your love's an adventurers quest
With mountain-peaked lips I want to climb
Exploration is needed to get rest
I'm exploring (with you)

Only You

drown in the deep
fall down the steep
of loathing I've stored for you
only for you, I do, I do

please, take the first step
and don't force me to push
wouldn't want it any other way
and I'm in no rush

I would like it slow
to drip onto you like melted wax
and hurt you, with a hidden cry
even though I look sorted, I cannot relax

'cause I've been waiting
for this moment alone
t'will satisfy all empty minutes
all pointless days, they'll all be gone

and it's only you
that'll fulfill my bidding and crave
scratching the walls, licking the floors
anticapating, revenge's own crazed slave

so keep on treading
I'll show you were to go
come on! my impatience's spreading
increasing the lust, now! On with the show!

Restricted

I could try
To draw your beautiful lips
I could try
To kiss the ink and pretend
I could try

I can call you
Every day and night
I can write you
Letters, e-mails and texts
I can

I would hold you
So tight, and never let you go
I would kiss you, bite you, eat you
I would've, if it was up to me

I would,
But I can't

Creator

He's an artist
With his hands
Shaped me from clay
To the entity I am

Defined my lines
With fine strokes
Breathed into me
And made my heart pulse

I owe him all
For bringing me to being
Yet, existence is an agonizing thrill
A bless and a curse

Would I be enjoying same pleasures
Endure same tortures
Had he not scooped me up
And engineered me out of his hands?


That I'm able to wonder
Makes me wonder
About relations he's placed
Within me, they reign like viruses

Is this life worth
All the sensations
Of yearning and lust
Starvation and distrust

I'm in the dark
Searching for the door to my maker
Though it seems in vain
As he's already in the dark with me

Container

Kom nærmere
Du kan aldri komme nær nok
Selv når jeg puster deg inn og fyller lungene
Er du ikke nær nok

Selv når jeg fyller hvert hjørne av kroppen med deg
Er du ikke nær nok

Selv når jeg strekker hvert ledd ut av plass
For å rekke utover deg
Og romme deg
Som et hylster
En boks
En kiste
Er du ikke nær nok

Jeg vil låse igjen boksen
Nagle fast kisten
Og romme deg i et evig øyeblikk

Jeg vil ha deg der til du støver ned
Og smuldrer opp
Og alt igjen er knokler og bein

Bein som vil skrangle mot min hard overflate
For hvert skritt jeg tar
Lengre og lengre unna
Dette øyeblikket jeg fanget deg
Hadde deg

For hvert skritt lengre bort
Desto hardere vil det slå
Mot mitt kalde karosseri av stål
Som dekker det hule indre

Take a shot

I'd like a fresh piece of your mind today
To chew on for the rest of my evening
To have and to savor
With the sour flavour
Oh, how I'd like a piece of your thoughts

'Cause I know how it'd satisfy
And shut the silence upon our lips
For minutes to pass
Through an hourglass
With gritty grains of bitterness

I know you'd like it, too
I've already gotten a taste
Mouth half-closed, seeping out
Unlikely for you to scream and shout
Still, you're crying at me anyway

Sobbing, weeping silent
With hatefull, blaming looks
That turns into comments of resent
Yet, I don't repent
For something I know's wrong

I'd like a pulsing chunk of your mind today
To chew and dribble on
And eventually choke
On your heart that's broke
And let the venom spread through

Let it pour and flow
And run into my system
Unclog the fat carelessness in my veins
Then shoot straight to my brains
I'll be changed

I'll pass out
By this sudden rush
Be gone, asleep
While you reep
The rest of my mind with your troubles

When I wake up
I'll be changed
With your sturdy tears
And constant fears
Inplantet in my being

You'll be all that I'm seeing.